I have LOTS to blog about. Somehow, i think its gonna be quite a series of events that happened in a few days.

I have not been sleeping well because of my overwork load from SP4, which i didn’t think it was all that good. But even still, i though we could have done better if our rig was alright. Guess its abit too late for that. Anyway, i had the WORST migraine EVER.

I have to apologize to Adrina and Azreena for ruining the day and emailed Jacques regarding what happened on that presentation day. Those girls stayed even though i told them to go home cause i’m too sick to head out. They were they only ones that witness the WORST of all my migraine experiences.

I told i could be alright when i got home but i lied down and i couldn’t get myself to change. Then, when i got up, i told adrina that azreena could come because i thought that i could force myself to be better.

But apparently, it gotten worst. I was lying on my sofa at the living room. With the pain i couldn’t explain. It was so blur i was so much in pain to even understand what they were talking about. I told them to go back home but they stayed to take care of me.

They went to buy food and i dropped on the floor from the sofa. I crawled towards my bathroom and sat on the floor waiting for me to start puking. But, i didnt. I crawled back to the sofa and marley was just stuck in the room watching me. They got me food which i couldn’t get to even take a bite.

I just drank down another pill which i couldn’t take after 4days. Migraine pills are strong but why aren’t they working on me ? So, i just ate the pill and drank with winter melon drink. Slept somemore but i don’t think i really sleep at all. I was awake but too blur to know whats going on.

I couldn’t even fall asleep with that pain. Parents came home and i was starting to puke. 1st puke, air. 2nd puke,more air. When i puked, my mum was like hitting my back. I was struggling to breathe and she was encouraging me to puke more. But i couldn’t breathe! So, i had to stop her from patting my back.

Once she stopped, 3rd puke was all my gastric juice and the winter melon drink. Yeah, i didn’t eat anything for the day but the breakfast which was quite early in the morning. Once i puked, i feel better but there’s still the pain.

My dad massaged my head and body. Told me to relax and take a shower. I had the most nicest head massage ever! He has migraines too so he knows where is the right spots. I gotten much more comfortable and went to bed at night.

Got up at 5 in the morning with no pain! YAY.

BUT

I felt my head still heavy.  Watched alittle tv and dozed off till the afternoon.

And i still had a very good time with my friends later on! =)) Though i still had that heavy feeling in my head, i just couldn’t waste another day! Went to eski bar because Timbre was SO crowded!

Pictures up

We wanted to club at powerhouse but no VIP cause its late already. So we went lau pat sat to eat satay and it was awful. Went to G’s house cause didn’t come to Eski bar with us. Went home instead.

Know why ? I told him millions of times. But he wouldn’t listen to any of my reasons. Instead, he always ignores them like they were not meant to be heard. Not even want to do it my way. Never. Not once.

He will say, ” then you should tell me. I wont do le. “. But guess what ? I did. But he will say ‘Should tell me more”.

Then i tell you for what? Keep telling also wont listen except me to tell him more. Don’t know what he’s thinking.

I am SO scared for tomorrow’s scan. GRR. It’ll be great. There will not be anything wrong. =(

Heading out with sis after the scan. I wonder where to go. Hmm.